"I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I
have kept the faith." (II Timothy 4:7)
Thirty five years of alcohol abuse had ravished my mind and my
body. Life no longer held any importance or meaning for me. Frankly, I
didn’t care if I lived or died. My wife of twenty four years and the
four children she bore me were merely obstacles in the road of self
destruction that I had chose to travel.
I would soon reach the so called bottom of the barrel. Without
hope, without love, a most wretched man at best, seemingly lost
forever in the firm grasp of alcohol addiction.
But God in His wisdom and love had another plan for my life. As
always, God had a man! Through an entire year, God set into motion
numerous events that would cause this man to cross my path and as His
instrument, would become the hero of my life.
Dr. Homer G. Lindsay, Jr., was unknowingly appointed to be God’s
man. God was well aware of Dr. Lindsay’s firm stance on the teaching
of the Bible, that he preached fearlessly and faithfully from the
pulpit, that he was above reproach or criticism from anyone and bowed
to God’s will for his life. Dr. Lindsay had a burning desire in his
heart to preach the Gospel of Christ and to see lost souls saved. Dr.
Lindsay was God’s man of the hour and how thankful I am that he was
called.
Through no choice of my own, I met Dr. Lindsay through the Sunday
morning televised service. His text for that morning was entitled
"Alcohol And The Home". Needless to say, I was far from
being impressed and had I not had such a terrible hangover, I would
have moved to shut him off. He was loud, brash and I was glad when he
finished. Ironically, for the next year I found myself tuning in to
his sermons every Sunday. Eventually, I arrived at the point where I
appreciated his boldness and courage in the things that were right.
I had to secretly admit that he preached the truth and I inwardly
wished that I could be that kind of man. He was committed to God, the
Bible and he stood unashamed Sunday after Sunday to preach God’s
word. He never offered apologies to anyone for his stand and he never
backed down from what he knew was the truth.
I wrote one of his many quotes in my Bible, "A person of
conviction refused to compromised regardless of the
consequences." That was a fitting description of Dr. Lindsay’s
lifestyle.
On May 27, 1979, I found myself sitting in a pew at First Baptist
Church. I had no desire to be there but to keep the peace, I had made
a promise to go. Sitting with my wife, waiting for the services to
start, my mind dwelled on the events to come in just three short days
from then.
We would be filing for divorce and I laughed inwardly as I thought
about this being the last Sunday that I would be hearing Lindsay. As
much as I respected him and as much as I loved my wife, the call of my
alcoholic lifestyle was greater. By next Sunday at this time I would
be gone.
As Dr. Lindsay began his sermon, my mind wandered in and out as I
gave thought to my miserable life. What a mess it had become and
though I wanted it to be different, I couldn’t see any hope for the
future. Dr. Lindsay’s voice droned on and the service was winding
down. The invitation came and I felt my eyes welling up with tears.
Dr. Lindsay was saying "There may be a husband and wife her
today and you are planning a divorce soon. You need to take each other
by the hand and come forward and get Jesus in your life." There
was my hope, the answer to my problem, and the doorway to my victory
over alcohol addition.
My wife and I did just that and we were saved that morning. I
recall telling Dr. Lindsay that I watched for a year on TV and he
smiled at me and said, "Praise God you finally made it."
Praise God indeed! That was the beginning of a wonderful journey, not
only with Jesus as my Lord, but with Dr. Lindsay as my Pastor, teacher
and friend.
As my Pastor, I felt his love and compassion for others. He had a
pastor’s heart for his people and he preached with fervor to help us
to grow in the things of the Lord. Through his leadership I became a
deacon and a Sunday school teacher. Dr. Lindsay called upon me many
times to share my testimony with the church. Dr. Lindsay wanted people
to see what God could do in a person’s life and he used me often.
As my teacher, he led me through the Bible truths, hammering them
into my head until I learned them and became committed to them. He
taught me how to teach others and gave me the opportunity to do so. I
learned to share his love for the lost and to become a soul winner.
For over twenty years, Dr. Lindsay guided me step by step in my
service to God.
As my friend, he prayed for me and my family daily. He rejoiced in
our blessings and he grieved with us during our troubled times. He was
always there to listen, to pray, to advise and yes, to admonish and
correct. Indeed, the wholesome traits of a true and worthy friend.
Thought I will miss Dr. Lindsay with a painful heart, I will always
be thankful for having known him. I praise God for putting him in my
path, for using him to teach me to become the man I am today.
One day, Dr. Lindsay and I will meet again to renew an eternal
friendship in Glory. Until then, I will remember his teachings and
faithfulness in the hopes that I can be a fraction of the man he was.
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